Halley / Play Log #1: Learning in the Arena

Created Tue, 27 May 2025 11:50:00 +0000 Modified Sun, 31 Aug 2025 22:17:24 +0000
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I play a lot of Rocket League and Fortnite.

Not because I’m chasing a leaderboard. Not even because I’m particularly good.
I play them because they scratch the same itch as tinkering with servers or gardens: systems you can learn, stress, and eventually bend without breaking.

Rocket League: Physics With a Scoreboard

Rocket League feels chaotic until you start seeing the pattern:

  • Momentum conservation and boost economy
  • Rotations that only work if everyone reads the same invisible map
  • Mistakes punished not by a red X, but by a ball rolling gently into your net

It’s football played by jet cars, yes, but it’s also a feedback loop.
Every bad hit teaches you angles. Every misread rotation teaches you timing.
You either adapt or you sit at Bronze forever.

Fortnite: Controlled Chaos

Fortnite’s loop is different.

  • Random drops
  • Ever-shrinking zones
  • Opponents with wildly different skill levels

It looks like luck. It isn’t.
You win by managing risk:

  • When to push, when to hide
  • When to waste mats building a tower, when to save them
  • When to pick a fight knowing someone else will third-party you

Adaptability is the real mechanic. Survival is a by-product.

Play as Learning

Both games reward:

  • Pattern recognition
  • Risk management
  • Thinking two steps ahead under pressure

None of that is unique to games.
It’s the same mental load as debugging a stack or keeping seedlings alive through a late frost.
Inputs, feedback, adaptation. Over and over.

Not Just Play

It’s easy to dismiss games as time wasted.
But even low-stakes play teaches you something if you pay attention:

  • How you handle frustration
  • How you collaborate or go solo
  • How you recover when the system doesn’t care about your plans

That’s worth logging.